Back to Reality

 Where do I even begin. Its been one night. Ive been told Im ugly, lazy and self centered. Im selfish because I didnt fold some laundry.. She went on vacation for 2 nights and I worked and relaxed a little after 2 long hard and hot days.

I would do more for her but why? Its not like she does anything for me. She criticizes me, makes fun of me and puts me down (in front of our kids). I really pissed her off when I said I would rather have a messy house and a happy marriage. Yes she does everything. She takes care of the kids and the home. I work 50 hours a week and make sure all the bills are paid.

How is it possible to be so full of energy the last 2 nights but tonight i feel dead tired before 930. I know why, its because I came home and went to war. A whole evening of volleys back and forth.

Then out of the blue she says what if you go to CA and we stay and then do a separate vacation together later. Thats 3 vacations this year. How many do you need? Our daughter is so excited. Ive been planning this trip for months. Hotels are booked ive been on yelp looking for healthy places to eat in each town. Ive found the best playgrounds along the way. This is not the roadtrips i did as a kid. 30 hrs in a car only stopping for gas, mcdonald's and rest stops. Oh no this is luxury road trip. No more than 5 hrs driving day. Lunch then hang out at a park before driving the last 2 hrs to the next hotel.

Im sending out an SOS. I could use a distraction during work tomorrow.